“There are no answers, I’m just trying to see what I find inside.
I dont see anything in there, only questions.”
“White robes men is trying to find what is wrong inside
on the paths of scalpel they don’t find what hurts the most..”
“Suhogó fehér köpenyesek nyomozzák a hibát.
Szikével vágott ösvényeiken ők sem találják mi bánt…“
“Flying wild, never touching the ground”
Well, I’m back. I think.
Few years ago when I started this blog, I was younger than now and I was in a bit darker mood like nowadays. I knew less people than now and I did something else.
Nowadays, meet so many people day by day and I try to get some inspiration from them. Sometimes I just get it, and I am very grateful for it!
These last few years when I was away from here, I didn’t make art.
I almost forgot everything: the routine, inspirations, feelings, everything! I will start all this again.
I MUST start again, because all this is the most important part of my life. I need it!
So, I say loud: WELCOME TO MY ANOTHER WORLD!
“Well, I walked when I shoulda run and I ran when I shoulda walked”
It’s a trap.
(Or maybe am I a trap?!)
No matter, this is me.
I have this personality and all these things made me who I am: good, bad, happy, sad, lovely, loud, honest, damn crazy, full of the craziest ideas in my the head and maybe running some blood of an artist in my vein too.
May some people has different opinion than mine but who cares, close people knows me well and this is the only important thing…
Some of my newest art…
“The sky grew darker, painted blue on blue..”
FEW MONTHS AGO
He said: – This picture is kinda mystery. Not really understand.Has it any special meaning?
Me: – No…I just put every pieces in to the pic what came to my mind, nothing special meaning, I guess. But wait… I can write a story about it if you want. Ohh nooo, what the hell am I talking about??!! You are better than me writing stories, didn’t do that yet? 😮
He: – There are too many different themes in this pic, I think.
Me: – No, I don’t think that. Am I the only one who like difficult ways?
He: – But the blue…it’s amazing! Fantastic!
…this happens when 2 brilliant minds meet and share their thoughts each other about a blue pic 🙂
“There are no rules of architecture for a castle in the clouds.”
“…this love was never real.”
Tell yourself it’s over now
Try to kill a broken vow
If only you could find the strength to kill the memories
These empty pages never turn
You lit the flame and let them burn
You tried to bury me so deep but what lies beneath
Will your hope die alone
Will you fade on your own
Can you just turn away and let me go
Lie to me if you can feel
That this love was never real
Walk away if you can learn to love again
Lie to me, if you can leave
I’ll still be here when you see
You’re not alone, you don’t have to run again
And leave me in denial
All your secrets crawl inside
You keep them safe, you let them hide
You feel them drinking in your pain
To kill the memories
So close your eyes and let it hurt
The voice inside begins to stir
Are you reminded of all you used to be
Can you just turn away and let me go
All the pain you fed
It starts to grow inside
It lives again and you can’t let it die
So you believe you’ll never find
A reason to love again
/RED – Lie To Me/
“If you have a great idea, it will tell you how to execute it.”
“Inspiration: a divine influence directly and immediately exerted upon the mind or soul.”
Sometimes we need an inspiration to keep us going and stay motivated.
We all need inspiration.
My inspiration is coming from here: http://listn.to/officialspark/player (http://sparkofficial.wordpress.com)
..and dig myself into a deep hole.
I’m little bit confused. I don’t know what I ruined and where, but I feel I did it.
Not funny. Not funny at all.
I wish I could cry now and let my feelings out.
I wanna feel nothing.
“Can you see me falling?”
One more time 
I will try
I will try
To make my way home
From this lone exile
One more time
I will try
I will try
To meet someone on this final mile
For we’re ever waiting
Anticipating
Slowly drifting to decay
And I fear the day we’re giving up this fight
Things running, going
Slipping, flowing out of sight
And I fear the day we’re giving up this fight
Were running, waking to the wanderlust
From the sleep of the just
One more time
I will cry
I will cry
I’ll shed a tear for
All this worthless guile
One more time
I will try
I will try
To find crossroads on my final mile
For we’re ever waiting
Anticipating
Slowly drifting to decay
/Morian – Sleep Of The Just/
“No one knows the shadows of the night,
In the darkness they are flying side by side..”
“There’s got to be a logical way to describe this Christmas thing.”
/Jack Skellington/
Be grateful … and … when “you see crazy coming, cross the street or lower the shade”
When I get some negative feelings, emotions then I can work harder then ever. There are many emotions in my heart now. I need to give them some shape and make new artworks. No, I am not sad anymore. I feel a little emptiness in my heart but I know the new sunshine’s coming into my life soon.
I’m pretty calm now and I won’t turn back.
Nothing can stop me, NOTHING!
“When dreaming, I’m guided through another world, time and time again.”
“Today you are You, that is truer than true.
There is no one alive who is Youer than You.”
“Night is a stealthy, evil Raven, wrapt to the eyes in his black wings.”
Old souls are rambling
Through your room
‘Cause night-time belongs to them
Time of shadows and whispers
Your room is so dark
And you are
Too scared to fall asleep
But I’m always there for you
So warm is my heart for you my love
Sleep well my darling
And leave
This vale of tears behind
Land of nod is a better place
Don’t feel fear in the darkness
You can’t see
But there I am with you
I’m near, close to you
The night is calling
[To /Die/For – Vale of Tears]
“We’re doing Circle of Snakes, we open up with Skin Carver and we are throwing in Skull Forest later on.”
Here’s to the crazy ones.
The misfits. The rebels. The trouble-makers.
The ones who see things differently. You can quote them, disagree with them. But the only thing you can’t do is ignore them. Because they change things. They push the human race forward. And while some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius. Because…
…the people who are crazy enough to think they can change the world, are the ones who do.
Well, I think I am crazy enough too..
Lord Of Chaos
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Livin' in an another world 